Moving On

Can I just say I am SOOOO ready to move on in life?! In 1 month this semester will be over, summer will be here, and I get to move to a new apartment with new roommates and new boys :)

I am super sick of school right now. I keep turning off my alarm and going back to bed instead of going to class, which is really hurting my grades. I just don't have the motivation to go anymore. In most of my classes no one will even know if I go or not. Once this semester is over I will be working a lot, but when I'm home I won't have anything I have to do. Hallelujah!

Dear summer, will you just hurry up and get here?!?! I can't wait to drive around with the windows down, have picknicks, go swimming, tan (well, attempt to tan), and all that other glorious stuff that goes along with summer. I even have a checklist of stuff I want to do this summer in my old neighborhood. I'm so excited!

Not that I don't like my roommates and all, but I'm ready to move on. BS can be pretty annoying sometimes. She hovers around all the time and bases her entire life on what the rest of us are doing. She also exaggerates everything, which is super annoying. I'll be talking about moving and how hard that was for me (I moved around a ton), and then she'll say "well I've moved too and it wasn't that hard." when she moved once to a city a few minutes away when she was like 3. NOT even close to the same thing. When I moved it was to a different state and I had to leave my best friends behind. And it happened 4 times in 5 years, in the middle of the school year every time. Then there's CW. She is very much the mother in our apartment. The only fight that's ever happened in our apartment was between me and her when she kept nagging me about what classes I was and wasn't going to and how I was spending my time. It drove me crazy! After our little fight she's stopped talking about it, but I still feel like she's judging me when I don't go. I hate it! I'm a big girl and can handle my own schedule, thank you very much. CM is my favorite roommate. We share a room, which has never been a problem. Then again, she's really not home much because she's so busy all the time. The only thing that bugs me about her is that every guy who meets us is instantly in love with her, and then the rest of us get ignored. And even if she has a micro crush on a guy (basically if she has the potential to like them), she'll tell us all, so if we had liked them at all there's no point in trying because she's already "claimed" them. Speaking of guys, all of the ones that are in my ward now are "pre-mis" aka they will all be leaving in a month to go on their missions, so I won't see any of them for the next 2 years, if ever. It's really sad to have to say goodbye to all of them, but I'm over people leaving me. I don't understand why people are in relationships right now with people that they know are going to leave so soon! It's like having a practice relationship or something. Idk, I think it's weird. If I'm going to be in a relationship, I want it to at least have the potential to go somewhere long and lasting. Not one that I know will end in a month. What's the point of that? Plus, with all the moving I've done, I am sick and tired of having to be separated from the people that I love and care about. As of right now every single person that I care about I've had to leave. Including my family, who I had to leave to come to college. I would give anything to have someone who would come with me no matter where I end up going in life, and who will stick by my side, even when things get hard.

Well, that's all my ranting for the day. I'm sure I'll see ya tomorrow!